★走马灯★
Wednesday, 15 December 2010
【So far】
NEXT!
Hmm... I should check my results.
Renew my passport..or perhaps just lengthen the expiry date?!
Then, I should wait...WAIT~~for my sponsor to response~
Fill in all the documents given by sponsor.
Get myself ready with multiple copies of passport details, so that I can get my CoE soon.
After that, medical check up plus getting my visa ready online. (Even though I don't know how~)
Attend a meeting organised by our sponsor.
Get myself some better clothes, sweater, jackets, boots and so on.
Get myself ready mentally and physically...
And then...and then...
WAIT!!!! Before that, get all my computer software a license.
AND..AND the most important one...
GET MYSELF READY FOR A PROSPEROUS AND HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
p/s: I think I may need to get ready a box of tissue with me before embarkation...well, you know, things may go in the other way round even though I wish I can leave without a single drop of tear.
Okay, that's all.
See you guy soon, my dearest friends.
SHANG QI, HUI HUI, WAN YU, CHLOE, JEN, JEANNE and others...
That's all that I will do before going to Australia. Anything that I missed?? Please do remind me when I had missed something.
See ya, and stay tuned! =)
Sunday, 28 November 2010
【Just pass by】
So today, Ms Albee is going to write something...nonsense here..hehehehe...
I just start up with my new novel. A whole new theme but it is still about magic...a magical world...
Wahaha..actually I don't have any idea to write about. Browse through my blog and that's all.
Nothing more.
Okay, that's all.
=P
Stay tuned~~
Monday, 15 November 2010
【Last Paper】
Hiya, a very good day to all of you!!! Albee is super tired today~~after cleaning up her room and throwing out her old books and notes.
Aha, one thing to say here.
My exam was over!!!!Yeah~~~~
My last paper was Accounting.
I was satisfied with my performance in the exam although my ESL seemed to be a bit argh...
but never mind, at least I had tried my best!!O(∩_∩)O~
Today, what made me shock was that I finished my paper too fast. I turned my head around and saw a few fellows around me still doing their paper 1, I was shock and so skeptical that I kept checking my paper 1, afraid that I might miss some part of the questions. But, after all, I didn't!!!
So, I proceeded to my paper 2---report writing. The question was totally different with what we had practiced before. However, the format was almost the same, so I calmed myself down and my brain suddenly became so clear that I knew what I should do and how to do the report. So, it went smoothly throughout the exam and finally my report was six pages long which had took me around one hour and fifteen minutes.
In the end, I still have time to check through the papers.
And that ends my SAM program./(ㄒoㄒ)/~~
Saturday, 13 November 2010
【摘自面子书..哈哈笑一笑】
26种逼疯室友的方法 (转)
Friday, 12 November 2010
【Korean drama】
Recently, I got myself addicted to one Korean drama. So..so..obsessed that I can't help it and search for all the information about the drama, the synopsis, songs, characters, plots, place settings and many more like a stalker. Bleuk~~=P That drama catches my attetion since it aired on last two Saturdays. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, I like it so much!!
So, what's that drama called?
TAMRA THE ISLAND!!!!
Okay, that's all for today. Stay tuned~~=)
Wednesday, 10 November 2010
【Chicken Rice Shop】
I'm going to talk about food in today's post after enjoying a super duper worth chicken rice in Mid valley, KL.
I paid my visit to the mall simply after settling all the stuff for my holiday trip to Melaka next week(hohoho..right after my exam.).
Wandering around the vicinity of Mid-valley with my two best friends and had accidentally walked into an area where those branded textile, clothing and footwear outlets are located and I could only see a few people walking around.⊙﹏⊙lll STARTLE!! I was totally confused and surprised as I thought Mid-valley mega mall should be flooded with people.
Anyway, after we realized that we had entered the wrong place, we turned back to our entrance and start our exploration in the mall again. FOOD is the first thing we searched for. After going round and round in G floor, we decided to have our stomach filled with some staple food. And that's it!! We found a good place in the same floor. Hahaha..a truly Malaysian food restaurant, Chicken Rice Shop.
The food was amazingly tasty!!!Yummy, yummy!!! A single healthy set or even a single chicken set which costs you RM14.95 and RM13.95 respectively is truly worth-to-eat lunch set!
With only a single set, you can enjoy five dishes which includes soups, chickens, bean sprouts, chicken oil rice and alternative choices of either braised tofu with eggs or 2 pieces of pai tee.
Ah~~it's extravagance!! My stomach was super full after having my lunch there.
That's all for today. Albee wanna get to bed earlier as she feels extremely tired today.
So, see ya!!=)
Saturday, 6 November 2010
【A Break】
Ahha, just a short break. Hoho...\(^o^)/~
Trying to kill two birds with one stone by eating my oranges at the same time doing revision for my economics. But now, I realised that I can't really do it when the oranges are so juicy.%>_<%
Tiny acidic droplets (oranges la wei...) dropped on my laps, my tables, and I should be appreciated as my notes didn't ''kena'' the orange juice. Or else,...ooh~no~
But after all, I ended up facebook-ing, starting tweets for almost 2 hours non-stop. -_-|||
Gosh~time wasted. But never mind, I will receive my punishment soon after this.
Hehehehe...
Flying Fish :
"ALBEE!!!!!WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! AREN'T YOU SUPPOSE TO GET YOURSELF A BOOK AND STUDY!!!?"
(Ears being pulled...)
Albee :
"OUCH!!YA~YA, COMING NOW~~COMING NOW~~HEY YOU, STAY TUNED!"
Flying Fish :
"ALBEE!!!!!WHAT DID YOU SAY JUST NOW?! STAY..WHAT??"
Albee :
"HUH? NOTHING!"
=P whispering: "hey girls and guys, I shall see you later! Bye!!"
Friday, 5 November 2010
【Happy Diwali & Deepavali】
HAPPY DIWALI &
HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!!!
tuning back to an important notice today!!
Today is a day with many colors and sparkles!!
It is a very meaningful and important day for Indians and those who celebrate Diwali/ Deepavali. (I can't really differentiate the difference between Diwali and Deepavali, even though my former neighbor in my hometown had explained it to me before.)
Anyway, not all efforts are wasted, at least I know the people from Southern and Northern part of India call their new year celebration differently. A celebration for the good won the evil.
So, at here, I wanna wish all our Indian friends all over the world a very happy Diwali and Deepavali. Have a nice and relax time with friends and families.=)
p/s: I really miss my neighbor muruku biscuits...but can't afford to enjoy it for this year...T_T
【What's wrong with Word'07?】
Just a few minutes ago, I tried to register my Word'07 so that I can upload my texts and pictures through it.
But, I really don't know what's going wrong with it. Even after I choose not to upload my pictures from Word,and choose a more simple way i.e. just register my account with my user name and password, it still couldn't register my account to my blog provider. Urghhhh......I tried all the solutions provided by Microsoft, recheck whether correct user name and password are entered, correct here and there, but it still couldn't assess my registration. What the heck is going wrong?!!! I'm freaking frustrated attempting so many times but no improvement is seen.
Okay, okay, calm down. One two three breath in...breath out..breath in...breath out...
(I gotta calm down myself first.)
Okay, breathing therapy ended. Well, what I wanna say is that I had tried it before in Word'07, and it had succeeded. This happened before my computer system down two weeks ago and I send it for maintenance.
After all, Word'07 is still Word'07, but this time, there is no compromise between Word'07 and I. (by the way, I don't even know when had I have a conflict with Word'07..have I?)
Urghhh...
why can't you just prompt me a message saying "YES, IT IS REGISTERED"!!!
I'm sure I will certainly be glad to hear that!!
Thursday, 4 November 2010
【David Archuleta - Something 'Bout Love】
Well..Albee is back with something good to share with you.
hahaha..(winking...)
Okay, at this moment, I suppose to get myself a full hand of books and notes, get myself settle down in front of table (preferably bed...o(≧v≦)o~~) and revise all the materials now. I should fill in my brain with all the 'recession', 'aggregate demand', 'supply', 'globalization','monopolistic market' and other terms like 'Sigmund Freud', 'defense mechanism', 'resilience', 'classical conditioning' and many more.
Exam is going on, I will have my economics and psychology papers next Tues and Wed, I hope everything will go smooth and fine..and of course, it will be fine...hehehehe....
Okay, back to our topic...
'Something 'bout love' by David Archuleta
This song is the latest song of him. It's pretty well-organized and smooth, it's nice to listen as well. I'm sure it won't waste your time for having a time break for it. Sincerely, I like this song more than 'crush'...and the lyrics..whoa oh oh..i like it...so, go and figure it out by yourself..=P
Talking 'bout David...he is only 20 years old (well..not yet celebrating his 20th birthday...should be 19 years old now..bleuk=P) Please forgive me for knowing nothing about him until today, when my housemate tuned on his latest song (have been mentioned above) and sang out in a soft, nice and relaxing tone...that was the moment that I start to notice this pop star and try to know more about him..Sorry, David's fans. No offence...=P
Now, now let's have a break together and watch this music video. Let's give David a big clap and enjoy!!!~\(≧▽≦)/~
Sunday, 10 October 2010
【生病了的小雷】
这是他的名字。
跟随在小姑娘身边已有一年多。
向来安然无事,和他也相处得不错。
岂知就在今天,他“当掉”了!
呜呜呜呜。。。。
小雷,你怎么那么命苦?
我不过是让你陪我看戏看通宵,隔天再看通宵。
你怎么说坏就坏了。
呜呜呜呜呜呜。。。
实在是太伤人心了。。
呜呜呜呜。。。
呜呜。。我。。我。。我实在是。。。
~不好意思,接下来由飞鱼—我传达。
动漫连续剧的影响太大,小姑娘也被感染了那要不得的恶习。
所以情绪失控以及夸张化的她,表达能力只能画个叉。(小姑娘:“什么???!!!!”)
总而言之,她的电脑坏了。也送进厂了。不甘寂寞的小姑娘只能向好友借电脑来抒发她的“心痛”。所以,就这样。结束。
Thursday, 30 September 2010
【When we say:"money never sleeps"】
(IA:"finish your post in 5 minutes time!!!I want to sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!"
EA:"Chill, chill. I will try.")
Well,everyone needs sleep, but money never sleeps.
Did you hear this before?
If yes, aha, you're right.
Today, I'm going to tell you about money+ economic+ share+ recession+ million+ billion+trillion..
WALL STREET: MONEY NEVER SLEEPS.
I just watched it with my friends. And it was totally "ECONOMY". I'm not bluffing, I was stupefied when the first scene entered my eyes..I was really blur..as I couldn't understand what are the characters talking about..but slowly, i caught up..hohoho...
so if you hear the conversation below when you watch this movie,
"...it drops from xx% to XXX%..drastic change...massive destruction...recession..."
or
"...believe me..buy it..no...buy it...i'm sure you can get it..hey, don't keep it.."
or
"no no no..it couldn't be..just sell it..don't hold it anyone..sell...sell...sell..."
or just a simple "buy","sell","hold","property","money"...
don't panic, they are talking about SHARE!! STOCK EXCHANGE!!
It worth watching if you really had some idea about the global financial crisis happened 2 years ago.(because one of the scenes involves the situation during the crisis..the film director put it in the middle slot, so when you suddenly hear "the share price gone down XX% to blah blah..." and all the people get mad after the announcement in TV...yes, now the crisis comes in...)
To all my classmates and my beloved economic teacher's students
I think you all should watch it, what she said in class had come into movie...watch it..then you will know..hahaha....
Hey, hey, wanna put a reminder...it might appear to be a bit boring to some, but somehow it will benefits you in another way round..
How to say...hmmm....if you feel boring, you can just take a nap with the cold and fresh air-conditioned air. If you find it interesting, you will get some knowledge from there.
Hahaha..anyway..that's all from me.
Stay tuned~=)
Wednesday, 29 September 2010
【214 和 214度】
各位乡亲父老,大家好啊。
今天,我想和大家一起钻研钻研一下以下三个数目字。
214
小姑娘我在姐妹的介绍下,正细细研究着“214度恶龙王子”这本赚人眼泪的小说。
在小姑娘尚未开始之前,我问了姐妹一句“214代表什么?为什么是214度?为什么不是360?480?520度?”
姐妹耸了耸肩,回了我一个“我不知道”的表情。(⊙o⊙)?
所以,小姑娘就转个方向,跑到虚拟网络里来寻求答案。
结果呢~
小姑娘发现了一些小姑娘蛮满意的答案。
以下就是小姑娘的发现了。。(*^◎^*)
214 代表着 ~
姜姜姜姜~
~情人节。。⊙﹏⊙b汗
~爱而死。。
~爱一世。。
~我爱我的女朋友一生一世。。
以上四个选择,若是你,你会选哪一个?嘻嘻嘻。。
“214度恶龙王子”里的典型告白
“我虽然只有37度的体温,却有一颗214度永远爱你的心。。。”
哇哈哈。。好了。小姑娘就此搁笔。
(恶龙恶龙,我来噜!!!)
下回待续~
Tuesday, 28 September 2010
【Roller coaster】
Hi ya, all there!! How are you all?? Is everything going fine??Hahaha..I'm glad to say, I AM BACK..wahaha..to continue my nonsense and something superfluous here.. Well..well today's topic is about my condition when receiving trial results..
<~Okay, now what... Miss SA is mumbling again..she is nagging and trying to make me feel guilty for doing soo...terribly and wanna to stop me from revealing my results here...>
Haha..how could it be!! I'm Miss EA! Balancing...balancing...
Okay, EA here. I am not going to reveal my results though SA is super duper worried that I will do that to her. No worries, I'm in charged. Luckily IA didn't come to disturb.
(I beg you all must be very confused. Wondering who are SA, EA and IA. Well...a hint for you: she's the same person. The exact answer will be revealed to you at the end of this post.=P be patient~~)
Well~receiving a result is like riding on a roller coaster. Up and down, up and down, 360 degree up and down. Going round and round, leading you through the peaks and troughs. Let the cold wind kiss your face. Hoo..woohooo....sounds very funny, right!!? Oh ya, it's really cool if you are riding on a REAL roller coaster. BUT, when it comes to receive results, you must pray that it wouldn't bring you to the trough!! If not, hoho...god bless.
So, my condition is truly like riding on a roller coaster. I admitted that I didn't do that well in my trial. I had tried, but not the best I think..=P...cuz I always like to burn the midnight oil to refresh my memory on the exam stuff. That's why when it comes to exam, I will be like a super messy ugly red-eyes ghost sitting in front of the table with piles and piles of study materials. (almost like a vampire..just no fang...)
That's why whenever teachers start to distribute the paper back to us. I will like 'oh my god oh my god oh my god...oh gosh~~~~'
Well...performance wasn't that good this time. The exam papers were super hard, some okay but not that easy too! I still remembered some GOLDEN phrases my teachers told all my beloved classmates when the whole class complained that the exam paper was tooooo HARD!!
First, my MATH teacher said:
"YOU MUST EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED THINGS!!"
Second, my ACC teacher said:
"YOU MUST REMEMBER THE GUIDELINES. WITH GUIDELINES, YOU CAN HANDLE ANYTHING IN THE EXAM PAPER! "
Third, my ESL teacher said:
"PRACTICE AND FREQUENT EXPOSURE TO IT WILL MAKE YOU SCORE WELL."
Forth, my ECO teacher said:
"YOU MUST READ THE QUESTIONS CAREFULLY...HOW COULD IT BE..."
Lastly, my PSY teacher said:
~HAHA, SORRY!!SHE DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING CUZ SHE IS NOT FINISH MARKING YET.~=p
Hohoho...IA is tricking you here...
Well..my roller coaster had brought me through peaks and troughs..mostly troughs ..T__T..but still survived..hehehe..how about you, girls and guys??
Really really thanks my godfather for blessing me throughout my exam.
THANK YOU, JG gan ba!
(SA= Superego Albee, IA= Id Albee, EA= Ego Albee)
Happy everyday.
o(≧v≦)o~~ ~
Stay tuned!!~
Monday, 27 September 2010
【Opportunity cost】
Well..for my trial..it was ended. Wahaha..I can't say I was doing well in the exam.
It was hard though I had tried my best.=/P
Mummy said it's fine if I had tried my very best. Dad didn't say anything cuz i not dare to ask him..but i'm sure if i ask him, sure he will say:"Chill out, just do whatever you can. Try your best can d lo~" and so-so. Sound a bit funny, but he will say it in his "calm and cool" way. Haha..
Actually, i didn't plan to write my blog today. Instead, for now, i just want to continue my novel(in MS2007 format) in school. And yet...the bad thing about our school computer is that..it CAN'T READ MS 2007 format chinese word!!! Argh!!!! i should have know it! haiz...
CAN'T READ!! CAN'T READ!! CAN'T READ!!!!!
I had tried so many times, it still couldn't read the text~~T___T
Okay, now i know. Buddies, do remember, if you have any assignments, essays, school projects, novels, comics, and so on that you will need to access in school, do BEAR IN MIND, to convert it into the super super old format, let say MS 2003, if not, you may find yourself have some problem accessing your work.
(What can we do, the school didn't upgrade their computers. So, we have to endure..hohoho...if the school can upgrade the whole system to Window 7..wakaka...nice!!hehehe..grinning..(*>*)
Haiz..haiz...opportunity cost of updating my blog is I can't read novel..wuwuwuw..T__T..(blah~i'm having fun in here too..cyber world..whatever..)
Nanana...Miss Albee had a lot of fun locking herself in her room with many many many novels book and her darling computer last weekend..wahaha...finally she can have her novels after a long fight with her trial exam..
Okay, that's all for today.
Stay tuned~~=)
Monday, 20 September 2010
【5 minutes report: 1st DAY】
I'm back again!!!
just finished my ESL Trial...
So, if you ask me whether it's ok or not, then i would say:"Haha!!It's totally up and down."
Anyway, the speaker is super duper lame. Why you want to make it difficult huh? Please don't swallow words la~~T__T
Ok, that's all.
5 minutes target is achieved!
【5 minutes encouragement!!】
The challenge is coming!! Ahha~
But I don't know whether I'm well-prepared or not...
Psychologically not that well-prepared yet, I know.
But I will try my best to cope with it.
Based on Yerkes-Dodson Law, complex task needs a low level of arousal to perform better.
So, I will try my best to lower my arousal level, ignoring the individual differences...blah..blah..blah..
Coping strategies are available in Psy textbook. Those who find themselves need some strategies, go and flip your Psy textbook!! then you will know...
Good luck to all candidates of 2010 SAM Trial.
Me too, gonna strike for the best.=)
After all, I had exceeded the 5 minutes limit..T____T
Wednesday, 1 September 2010
【Do you dare challenge yourself?】
We all know about cryptography. And most of us know how it is important to us to safeguard our privacy in the Internet. So today, let's see how well you can decrypt the coded message below.
A
1
|
B
2
|
C
3
|
D
4
|
E
5
|
F
6
|
G
7
|
H
8
|
I
9
|
J
10
|
K
11
|
L
12
|
M
13
|
N
14
|
O
15
|
P
16
|
Q
17
|
R
18
|
S
19
|
T
20
|
U
21
|
V
22
|
W
23
|
X
24
|
Y
25
|
Z
26
|
So now, I shall tell you the required information for the decryption. =)
Firstly, the matrices are arranged in 2X2 matrix form, M with the following order.
Top left for the first number, top right for the second number, bottom left for the third and bottom right for the fourth.
The encoding matrix, E is to be 2, 1, 13, 7 following the order as mentioned above.
And the encoding process,
The formula is Encoded matrix, C = 'inverse of E' multiply by 'M' and multiply by 'E'
After all, adjustments are needed if the elements calculated are not within the range of 1 to 26.
You are required to either add or subtract the elements by multiples of 26.
Lastly, the most important information!!!!
The code of the message is 22, 24, 19, 4, 26, 2, 23, 23, 25, 16, 25, 5, 8, 20, 20, and 15.
So, try to decode the message by using your knowledge about matrices. And after all, you will get the original message!! Have fun!!!=D
~Oh ya..for those who had succeeded in decrypting it..please feel free to let me know your success by leaving comments in comment box or the chat box beside. Thanks!!!=)~
Friday, 27 August 2010
【心】
Sunday, 22 August 2010
【记住23条了,你就成熟了。】
2 、走路抬頭挺胸,心情不好時,不想跟人招呼,點頭微笑,逕直走過 。
3 、請記得 :好朋友的定義是,你混的好,他打心眼裡為你開心,你混的不好,他由衷的為你著急 。
4 、做自己的決定 ,然後準備好承擔後果 。從一開始就提醒自己 ,世上沒有後悔藥吃, 而我永遠有個 B計劃。
5、 自己分內的事情 ,努力做到一百分 。
6 、接受自己不過是個"小小的我" ,但眼裡要能夠悅納"大大的世界" 。
7、 如果你真的喜歡一個人,就給他自由。如果他能回到你身邊,他就是你的,如果他沒有回來,那他也永遠不屬於你。
8 、不要試圖給自己找任何借口,錯誤面前沒人愛聽那些借口。
9 、不要隨意發脾氣,誰都不欠你的 。
10 、不說謊話 ,因為總有被拆穿的一天。
11 、別低估任何人。
12 、你沒那麼多觀眾 ,別那麼累 。
13、 過去的事情可以不忘記 ,但一定要放下。
14 、別人說的記在腦袋裡,而自己的, 則放在心裡。
15 、社會是有等級的, 很多事不公平, 別抱怨 ,因為沒有用 。
16 、你永遠沒有你自己想像中那麼重要 。
17 、錢能解決的問題統統不叫問題。
18 、無論何時說"我愛你", 請真心實意, 無論何時說"對不起", 請看著對方的眼睛。
19、 永遠不要以貌取人,慢慢地說,但要迅速地想。
20 、找點時間,單獨呆會兒 。
21、 不是自己的東西不要 ,就是再喜歡也不行 ,要懂得放棄 。
22 、不要覺得是生活虧欠了你 ,其實是我做的努力不夠 。
23 、努力向前,再努力向前,再努力一下下,願望就會實現 !
24.永遠沒有堅持到底的失敗,也不會有半途而廢的成功。
25.三人行必有我師,沒有人會比你弱,好學、上進的心態。多問問自己:"我努力了沒有?"。
~摘自面子书
Friday, 20 August 2010
【Surprises】
Monday, 16 August 2010
Thursday, 5 August 2010
【回来插一脚】
Tuesday, 27 July 2010
Tuesday, 20 July 2010
【动漫感言】
Friday, 16 July 2010
【Tadda..do~re~mi~fa~so~】
and yet I will only manage to sing it out when I have the lyrics with me.
Hehe..except when it reaches the chorus..wahaha...
So, The songs below are the songs that I want to share with you.
1. Like fire tonight
Like fire tonight
You light up the sky
You are the power
You heat up my heart
Desire tonight
Our love make us fly
We are like fire tonight
Oh yeah
You are my sunshine,
my light night and day
Incredible passion
You show me the way
My body's on fire
It's burning so hot
* Every day
Every night
I hold you tight
Every day
Every night
I hold you tight
Life
This is your time
The party is out there and waiting for you
Oh, oh, life
Come out and dance
You are the one
So come take your chance
Like fire tonight
You light up the sky
You are the power
You heat up my heart
Desire tonight
Our love make us fly
We are like fire tonight *
Oh...When we're together, I'm feeling so strong
Enormous emotion
Yeah, all night long
I'm here to please you
I am your man
Repeat *
Like fire tonight
YeahOh...
You are the power
You heat up my heart
Desire tonight (Oh...)
Our love make us fly(Yeah)
We are like fire
We are like fire
We are like fire tonight
2. Darin Peerless (song's title sounds like =.=, but I like the ryhthm.)
* Doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
Why not president, be a dreamer
You can be just the one you wanna be
Police man, fire fighter or a post man
Why not something like your old man
You can be just the one you wanna be
Doctor, actor, lawyer or a singer
Why not president, be a dreamer
You can be just the one you wanna be*
I know that we all got one thing
That we all share together
We got that one nice dream we live for
You never know what life could bring
Coz nothing last forever
Just hold on to the team you play for
I know you could reach the top
Make sure that you won't stop
Be the one that you wanna be
Now sing this with me
We may have different ways to think
But it doesn't really matter
We all caught up in the steam of this life
Focus on every little thing
That's what does really matter
Luxury cars and bling
Thats not real life
I know you could reach the top
Make sure that you won't stop
Be the one that you wanna be
Now sing this with me
Repeat *
Last year I used to dream about this day
Now I'm here I'm singing for you
I hope I could inspire you coz I've got all the love, coz I've got all love for you
Repeat *
p/s: wawawa....like it like it like it..muackkksssss....^^
Thursday, 15 July 2010
She must have done something good
Wednesday, 14 July 2010
觉悟
一个提醒
敲醒梦中人
我想了想
朋友们
让我们来聚一聚
你不喜欢我,没关系
你讨厌我也没关系
时间转一转
我会让你慢慢发掘我
你会知道
我不会是个难交的朋友
就在街角处,等着你。
满天的晚霞烧得成脸红
它好象急着要我去把握
由于它就在我的心中
怎能随便找个人诉说
至于头发谁留得比较长
是不是就 能充当生命的重量
我打开每一扇窗
让它可以捎来你的回答
朋友请你不要笑我
忧 伤的事太多
我想出去走走
那许多 有情人
是不是一种传说
为何我还在这里守住寂寞
朋友请你不要笑我
感动 的事太多
我想出去走走
找一个星 期天
我就要骑着单车
带我的吉他和你一起遨游
青春的血液本来就很浓
想要把万事万物都看透
荣誉它住在我的心中
不 能遇上挫折就惶恐
至于未来它究竟有多长
梦想的旗帜究竟飘扬在何方
忘不掉旧日生活无心犯下的错
我又怎能笑他不会地长痛
朋友请你不要笑我
忧伤的事太多
我想出去走走
你呢?
1.
做朋友
该是开开心心
就算没有深入交谈,也该能微微对对方笑一笑
但是
为什么我的努力在你眼中是白费的?
为什么我所做的一切在你眼中都是错?
为什么?
当你和我讲话的时候,我很开心,因为我心中原定的、原以为可以成为很要好伙伴的朋友在和我说着话;
当你和我一起笑的时候,我很高兴,因为你也和我一样开心,一样快乐。
当你慎重地在告诉我事情的时候,我很欣慰有个细心的朋友在提醒着冒失的我,这些和那些。
为什么当你不和我讲话的时候,
不对我笑的时候,
不看我一眼的时候,
神情冷淡望着我的时候,
甚至斜眼瞟我的时候,
我的心很伤、很伤,但是却哭不出来,反而以强悍的气势维护着自己?
我很傻,
常常爱胡思乱想,但不代表我的敏感度是低能の。
我也很傻,
不会拐个弯、抹个角来传达我的信息。
所以,你不明白,我可以理解。
但请不要那么夸张化,好吗?
这让我觉得全是我的错。
我们恢复回以前快乐的时候,好吗?
2.
我要慎重申明
我从来就不是那种崇洋的人
在华社族群成长的我
一直都是我,从来没变过,华族的基本根深蒂固。
讲华文本来就是我的强项
讲英文
是来到了该死的城市
在情况不允许之下
逼迫无奈之下
该死地学着讲英文。
该死地因为它在澳洲是我的生存之道
所以我才会去加深,锻炼我的英文
腔调
不是我能控制的,
你说我太'洋人调',
那何谓'本地调'?
我尝试说出口
每说一次,你那眼神又来了
再说一次,你直接皱眉了。
若我胆敢尝试多一次,你是不是会立刻翻身走人?
个人的音调不同
你不认同,她不认同,大家不认同
但当事人觉得OK
你是不是该稍微尊重一下那个人?
若你能好好地对我说,"你这里这里应该这样讲,那里那里应该稍微控制一下"
那么,结局或许会比你想象中来得好得多,不是吗?
3.
认知
朋友患难见真情,兴趣相投,喜好相依。
志趣相投,性格互相的,自然会裹在一块。
户不对头,门不对盘的,就算没嘻哈在一起,也会和对方微微笑。
那我们又在哪一种呢?还是。。。以上两种都没有?
真心告诉你
我希望咱们在以上两种一种哟。
就算不深入交往,也该维护着那浅浅清纯的友情。
但是
现实并不一样
有些我们把他当朋友,
而他却把你当抨击的对象暗中贬抑你、压榨你、酸够你。
表面上
我们都是朋友
没想到
人家可以在另一边肆无忌惮地将你贬得一文不值。
这种朋友。。。我该把他归入哪一种呢?
我彷徨了。
维护简单的友情似乎也不简单,你说,是吗?
4.
孤立 还是 独立
'立'字前面变一变
意思立刻就不同了
我不想被孤立
不代表我不会被孤立
这些
我该懂的
也早该知道的
但是
我很感谢身边的好姐妹
一直陪着我
度过这难捱的过渡期
眼泪忍到了最后
才不受控制地流下来
我很感谢莹的蛋熟面
她的面、她的笑温暖了我那备受压力的心
我很感谢祺的教导
她的话让我感觉到有一个真正像家人的人在我身旁支持着我
我很感谢卉的陪伴
她的强悍让我觉得自己也该向她学习学习,学着淡然
我很感谢瑜的精神鼓励
她的那一句"我们都在"让我觉得自己不枉背井离乡来此一趟
还有
我也很感谢珍和晴
她们教会我很多很多我从来没碰过的东西,一个体验。
骸骨铭心
我说完了
累了
你呢?
(p/s: 请允许我放肆一次,下次不会了。对不起,多多得罪了。)